feeling guilty

i've just learned my neighbor across the road has committed suiscide.  this news has shocked me. when we moved here in the unforsaken world, she was the only neighbor who came and brought us a gift. i have thought of befriending her for years and didn't. i regret that.  she was a writer, a good one and i had emailed her to help me on a book i was thinking about writting.  i didn't follow through with that either. she lived alone in a little yellow house. seemed comfortable to do so.  one never knows what goes through a person's mind.  i wished i could have helped and maybe i could if i hadn't been so selfish.  RIP Cathy

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Comments (5)

  1. pets

    you never know what someone might have until something happens I see what you are saying thought sorry for what happened

    November 01, 2016
    1. jjj22

      Thanks.

      November 01, 2016
      1. pets

        you are truly welcome im a careigiver for a job so im careing person

        November 01, 2016
  2. Bettymom

    That is a shame, and I’m sure you wish now you had gotten to know her better. But don’t take this on yourself. It probably would have made no difference, or very little.

    November 01, 2016
    1. jjj22

      this news has ruined my day.. i wished i had known her..

      November 01, 2016