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I hadn't been "out" in a while.  Went out with my sister.  Had some food and drinks.  I want to scream about my drink costing 20$. Had a glass of house wine/w one shot of vodka. I could have bought a bottle of wine or cheap Vodka for that.  The mark...

dreams not so good here

I would like to think with my mentality, I would have moved on from my past.  It seems my subconcious doesn't think the same.  Night mares from Hell..Not the shit I've done, but what's been done to me.  I'm pitiful and hate the way I feel this...