LOST

  there she goes with her pain she can't endure with the memories gone bad and feeling insecure. her lonliness bounces on her glass as crystal, hurt  smears her face with tears by the fist full. the beasts have ripped her heart from...

burned out...

i'm so sick and tired of being married..tired of cooking, cleaning washing and picking up after somebody else.  don't worry, i'm not going away.  no place to go, main reason, grrr.  i'm in a place where i just want to be alone. felt this way a long...

reunion at krogers

when i go to the grocery store, i want to get what i need and get the hell out!  yesterday was one of those days.  i don't make a list, (i usually forget it and leave it at home anyway) some people think krogers is the place to have a family...

shit and mashed potatoes

it's turned out, i have spinal stenosis.  that means eventually i won't be able to walk!!  as i've been planting my spring flowers and trying to clean the yard for summer, i find myself dragging and slow and in terrible pain.  it's Ok, i deserve it,...

My drug dealer is a meany

ok, so here goes.  i moved to a desolate, donkey town from a suburb of Nashville. the physicians here are very poor compared to what i'd been accustomed. i see one of those as a PC. i have some health issues and take scripts. six of them to be exact. ...

?? Just asking

If a child (girl) (sees a trans gender with female breasts and a penis....WTF!! or visa versa?

control

It's amazing how worry and stress can make one feel like a Mac truck just t-boned you. My only son who lives with us had by pass surgery last oct. When the drs did the dye test to confirm his blockage, the dye left his kidneys impaired. this only...

????

i need something...don't really know what.  maybe a massage. never had one.  they say it's wonderful.  if i had the $, i would go today!  (oh, and i need money too)  it sucks when you run out of money and food the same day..  well it more than...

MYRTLE'S ROSE

so i woke up thurs morning with what i thought was a good idea. i said to hub let's go over to your mom's yard and dig up some iris' and a rose bush. we not only got some iris, we got an old fashion spirea bush.  started diggin for the rose..both of...

sisteract

Hospice nurse gave her the morphine and said do what you have to do.  So she did! eight years and still placing flowers on his grave.

Hank Williams "i'm so lonsome........"

always was, always will be a disfunctioning family.  Older son lives with us, makes it difficult to have privacy and comfort. probably just me.  i like for them to leave me alone, but when I'm alone I feel alone.  now what? so i eat and smoke and...

notOK

not a rant...just remembering how society has changed..changed for the bad, in my opinion. in my 78 years I've seen a Christian nation fail and fall from Grace. we are taught by men on high it's OK to kill babies before they're born. (if we don't want...

???????????

Justice Scalia murdered?  Tiny hole over his heart.  bruises on body.  lets' get spooky

Just saying

      Well i guess daughter isn't pissed now. She actually text me and ask how we were doing and unblocked me on FB. (however, still not "friends") I answered her text and stated that i would write her a postal letter, too much to tell in...